I don’t know why that song suddenly grew onto me again. It’s been forever since I heard or sang it but now I’m back to it. Anyways star testing was a btch this week >:l LIFE SCIENCE WAS SO HARD - felt like a foreign language & getting out an hour later then usual sucked :( Everyday felt the same but now I’m gonna have to cram for AP D: Other then that, last track meet was on thursday! NO MORE HOURS OF ENDLESS PRACTICE & HEALTHY DIETING! JK(: I guess I’m gonna miss it but it wasn’t as fun as last year =/ + my shins hella started hurting after my first race. Right after solo ensemble started except some freshmens pissed me off. I don’t fckin care if you’re hella rich or pro know your place dammit. >:l  Aggravation + nervousness = bad performance :( Oh wells, it was better then last year but still I need to get over my fears of playing on stage; no wonder I’m getting no where. Piano’s been annoying too - I hate learning new music. It feels like I just sit on the bench trying to read something that’ll take me forever to learn either way. [rhed shi has inspired me to give up].

Finallyyy, praise night ended this week. Went home friday night and started baking like crazy. Man I haven’t found time to study at all this week. 2 more weekends left :( I think now I’m just scared of taking it, feels like that one CM theory test I crammed for & in the end I didn’t even reach my goal… =/ Right now all I need is motivation & timee. ASDFJK; fml.